Spontaneous Combustion

That Post Title seems a little intense, doesn't it?  No worries.  I'm not as worried about spontaneously combusting as I once was(it's not like I actually thought I would, it's just the way I would refer to my stress level).

I wish I were more spontaneous.  I'm such a planner.  I like my calendar.  I like to know what's going on in my life, weeks in advance even.  I don't like last minute invites to parties.  Part of that is because I get anxious in certain social situations and I like to have time to prepare myself(Yes I am aware that I'm a crazy person).  The other part is that I think it's rude for people to assume that I have nothing else going on so they can wait so long to extend an invite(yes I am aware that I'm boring and usually have nothing going on...but someday I might). 

I love to take trips, but I don't know that I could just throw a change of underwear in the car and drive off to the unknown.  It sounds very adventurous and exciting, doesn't it?  Yeah, apparently I'm not adventurous or exciting.  Maybe under the right circumstances.  Then again, I'm the person who makes Excel spreadsheets to decide what vacation to go on and who to book through and where to stop for gas. 

I'm very thorough and think things through.  Over Analyze?  Me?  Never!  Oh wait...no I do that EVERYDAY! 

Also, I'm not nearly decisive enough (particularly in the moment) to be spontaneous.  I'd think of it, and then think about it and then analyze it and then almost decide to do it and then talk myself out of it and then three days later, after everything is in place, go through with it.  Laugh all you want, this has happened to me SO MANY TIMES. 

I'm totally spontaneous....as long as you give me enough time to plan for it.

Anyway, so I need some suggestions.  Ways to be more spontaneous.  Not reckless.  Spontaneous.  Because spontaneous people are fun people.  And I should be a fun person.